So, tonight is my second night of not being able to sleep because my withdraw symptoms are making me feel very jittery. So, I watched a little TV but there wasn't really anything on. Then, I just sat for a while in bed watching Jesse sleep. Then, I sat for a while in Joshua's room watching him sleep. There have been several moments in the last few days where I felt like if I hugged Joshua, I would just hug him until he popped. He is growing so quickly and I feel like I am missing so much even when I am with him almost every minute of every day. So, when I was lying in bed, I started thinking and this song came to mind. This really is my prayer of thanksgiving. I couldn't ask God for anything more than He has already given me.
How could I ask for more-Cindy Morgan
There's nothing like the warmth of a summer afternoon
Waking to the sunlight, and being cradled by the moon
Catching fireflies at night
Building castles in the sand
Kissing Mama's face goodnight
and holding Daddy's hand.
Thank you, Lord. How could I ask for more?
Running barefoot through the grass
A little hide and go seek
Being so in love that you can hardly eat
Dancing in the dark, when there's no one else around
Being bundles 'neath the covers, watching snow fall to the ground.
Thank you, Lord. How could I ask for more?
So many thing I thought would bring me happiness
Some dreams that are realities today
Such and irony the things that mean the most to me
Are the memories I've made along the way
So if there's anything I've learned
From this journey I am on
Simple truths will keep you going
Simple love will keep you strong
Cause there are questions without answers
Flames that never die
Heartaches we go through are often blessings in disguise
So, Thank you, Lord, oh thank you, Lord
How could I ask for more?